Today, I'm starting to participate in something to try to get a little bit of the writing juices back and flowing. Over at the
Gypsy Mama she gives out a word and encourages her readers to write for five minutes and just let it come out. The word this week was OPPORTUNITY. Here's what came out for me:
Opportunity
I tell myself we can't. I tell myself,
where would we put it. I tell myself. What if, what if, what if. Then
I stop and I look at the five little souls already here. I think
about when they came and who they are. Would they have been different
if they had come to us at a different time? Would we be different?
Would we have fewer? I have never regretted having so many, so
quickly. And I know...I would not regret another. I told myself we
wouldn't do it. I told myself that I couldn't do it.
And then I think...who would I miss.
WHO am I closing myself off from?? What blessing from God am I saying
NO to? What little person would we be meeting that was meant to come
to us at this time?
I can't say no to that. The blessing
that God might see fit to share.
I try telling myself we can and that we
would make room. I stop saying What if, what if, what if and start
saying, Okay.